life is hard. it’s hard to come by positive energy, and harder to retain it for more than half a day.
i could be stronger, i could be more mature. what it takes is only a little determination. a little push from myself.
the world doesn’t revolve around me. well that’s some piece of advice given to me by my ex. i don’t believe i was that bad of a girlfriend. though then again how would i know
in any case, life is about constant improvement. asking more of oneself.
at this point, i would like to ask myself to be more independent, and not to let the moods or actions of others affect my mood. separate entities. separate defense mechanism. separate power machines. what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.